I'm on fire for God

When I was annointed with the Holy Spirit, I was the most on fire I have ever been. It was wonderful and overwhelming. It was life changing, but most importantly, it changed my day. It changed my day everyday. What are you on fire about? What is the most important thing God has done for you? Praise God today and post your praise reports!

Our Creation

On the first day
God created the Earth.
On the second, man.
Woman came third,
animals fourth.
And with the animals,
a snake.
Sin. Lust. Naked.
Our fourth day
we climbed a tree
and swang from branches.

Do you really know God?

Yesterday and today, my bible studies have confronted me with the idea that I may know about God, but not really know him. When asked questions about what He has done in my life, I struggle to think of an example, but I know there are millions. I am excited about God. I love God. I want more and more to study His Word. I believe I am being convicted of having some head knowledge, but very little heart knowledge. I need to go to the living room and leave the kitchen (reference Having a Mary Spirit in a Martha World. Do you really know God in your heart?

Lord, I pray that you will penetrate and fill my heart as you have filled my mind so that I may fully experience and share the full measure of your glory and power. I want to be changed by you completely. I want my entire life to be a testament to your glory. Amen.

Bible Study

I only have three weeks left of a bible study at my church. This study has truly been a blessing and opened my eyes to so many aspects of God, faith, and me. It is Beth Moore's Living Beyond Yourself. I highly recommend it to women and men alike.

I am in search of a bible study to begin once this one concludes. Please leave a comment. What has your favorite personal bible study been and why?

My Heart Breaks for Moms

Today my heart is breaking for mothers who are feeling the pain of loving their children. I remember when my oldest son was in the hospital. He was 4 months old and had a fever of 105. The doctors kept telling me he was very sick, but they didn't know what he was sick with. I was all alone in that hospital room with my ailing son. I felt like Hagar from Genesis Chapter 21. Let me remind you of the story. Sarah and Abraham wanted a son, but were not blessed with a son. Sarah sent Abraham to her servant, Hagar, who bore a son. In Genesis Chapter 21, Hagar and her son, Ishmael, are sent away at God's command.

Early the next morning Abraham took some food and a skin of water and gave them to Hagar. He set them on her shoulders and then sent her off with the boy. She went on her way and wandered in the desert of Beersheba. When the water in the skin was gone, she put the boy under one of the bushes. Then she went off and sat down about a bowshot away for the thought, 'I cannot watch the boy die.' As she sat there, she began to sob. Genesis 21:14-16

I just couldn't bear to watch my baby laying in that hospital bed being stuck over and over with needles, lethargic, suffering. I just wanted to go about a bowshot away so I didn't have to watch. I also wanted to stay because of the intense love I felt for my son. I don't know what I would have done had my own mother not been able to drive the two hours to be with us.

At the time this happened, I didn't lean on God. I tried to bear the weight on my shoulders as Hagar did with the food and water. What I have found is that if you try to bear with your own shoulders what should be born by Jesus, you will eventually run dry. I was lost. What I know now is that when a mother's heart breaks, God's heart breaks.

Ishmael was saved by God and became the father of many nations. My son was able to leave the hopsital after three days. He just had a virus.

Today my prayer is that all mothers hurting because of their intense love for their children will know that you do not have to bear that burden on your own shoulders. You can take it to the cross and lay it at Jesus' feet. He wants to bear the burden for you. I pray that you will find solace and rest in God.

If you have a prayer request, please leave a comment and I will pray for you or your heart's burden.